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Sunday, 3 January 2016

It's January!!!!!


Hello, it's me!!! 

First of all, happy new year to you! I have been away for quite some time, but I really want to get back to blogging again. Hopefully this time it will be for good. 

ATM, my laptop is broke, and I'm not sure whether I want to fix it or just wait until my sister buys herself a new laptop, and I can just take hers....hmmmmmm...decisions decisions...

Anyway..... This is my first post since I took a break. I wouldn't even call it a break lol, I just stopped enjoying blogging as I was secretly comparing myself to all these other fabulous bloggers. It's the worst thing to do, and I learned my lesson. Never again. 

2015.....uhm, it wasn't the greatest year for me if I'm honest, BUT i have learned so much from it all. One thing I regret is not appreciating myself enough. I know it's bad to regret but I spent way too much time just feeling sad, alone and sorry for myself. Most of the time i didn't even have a clue why because the mr was there being supportive all the way, and I had my best friend and family to talk to but I don't know, I can't explain it :/ 

The last few months of 2015 is when I decided enough was enough. I started working on myself. I want to be the best that I can be-- not just for myself but for my family and friends too. I want to set the best example for my son too.. I'm slowly gaining back my confidence. Not quite all there yet, but i am doing much better than I was before.

Also, I've been a SAHM (stay at home mum) for 2 years.....and yes, I've been quite lucky to do so, BUT now I'm thinking of going back to work. I need some adult interaction, and to also get out of the house. I am more than ready. I'm sure you can understand that staying at home isn't for everyone but I'm grateful I was able to watch my son grow for two whole years.

Now that I got all that off my chest, I would like to say to whoever is reading this, if you're feeling sad or lonely, please talk to someone. There's always someone out there who can relate or has been going through the same thing. Always talk about your problems. It will allow you to deal with them better. 

Always remember, self love is the best love. 

Speak to you soon,

S x