^ recently enjoyed things in July.
I am kind of glad July is over. This month has definitely been testing my attitude. Some days, it won, other days, it didn't. But most days, I gave in. I lost my attitude quite a lot and felt like my whole world was falling apart. I wish someone had warned me about teething and the sleepless nights it comes with. Even though he's in a routine, he still wakes up in the middle of the night for a bottle that he doesn't even need. I am not gonna lie, I would prefer if he didn't wake up in the middle of the night. I always cry in my heart when I hear this loud cry coming from his cot. Deep down, I want to ignore it but it's way too loud and it gets louder cause he knows I'll come over to him. Truth is, I absolutely love my sleep so much, who doesn't? But my son doesn't get it, and he certainly doesn't care haha. I've tried everything in my power to stop my babe from waking up in the middle of the night. 3AM is when the sleep is at it's best. It's so beautiful, and so into your dream, until you hear a cry. but it's okay. It's just one of those things were no matter what i do, it's something that's out of my control. He is his own little person after all, and soon, he will be able to tell me how he's feeling, and what he wants but right now, I will have to do as he says, and give him what he needs. I'm currently counting down the days when my beloved twin from another mister is back from Mallorca. She has been gone for way too long. I thank God for Emails, FaceTime and iMessage. Those form of communications always save the day. I honestly believe that no matter how many times you tell someone 'sorry I haven't been in touch, I've just been so busy' who cares if you've been busy? What matters the most is... you're still making the effort to spare five minutes from your busy day, to just answer back to that phone call, message, or email. when you truly care about someone and their friendship, you will always find the time. And that's why I'm grateful for this beautiful friendship. We have so much to look forward to this month, and the next. I hope August treats me a little better.
Happy Summer holiday, friends.